[心情] 渴望愛錯了嗎?已回收
如題......
從小爸媽忙著工作常常見不到面,見到面了,卻常常因為爸爸不順心挨打...
長大後爸媽一到假日就不見蹤影都去外面打牌了!
所以我一直都很嚮往有個幸福快樂的家庭!
因此在遇到前夫那溫馨和樂的家庭,我結婚了!
但結婚才發現前夫是個媽寶以外,又要跟女人拿錢,還是個會家暴的人,所以沒多久我就
提出離婚,離開那了!
離婚後我交過幾個男朋友,不過之前因為我內心對自己離過婚潛意識覺得自卑,所以在感
情裡會無意識的處在比較卑微的狀態......所以幾段感情都沒有開花結果!
最近我交了一個男朋友,我們認識半年多了,從一開始認識時,他就知道我曾經離過婚,
我們一直以來都是知心朋友,我遇到不開心的事都找他說,遇到瓶頸他也會給我方向,甚
至和男朋友吵架、不愉快,他也會聽我說......
後來演變到最後,我知道我喜歡上他了,所以很不要臉的去追他,這個月初我們在一起了
!!
我們都會出去約會,但我都還沒跟父母說我跟誰出去,家裡唯一知道的只有妹妹而已,我
男友說我是不是應該讓家人知道我交男朋友了!因為至少家人會知道妳到底跟誰出門,甚
至知道要找誰要人!
所以......今天我回家的時候,我媽問我我到底跟誰出門,我說男朋友!
我媽整個震怒,開始一直狂罵我,說我一天到晚交男朋友,怎麼那麼不知檢點,不要臉的
......甚至直接說我幹嘛不去當妓女......我聽了真的很難過!
我知道我上段感情跟現在的空窗期不長,但是每一段感情我都是用真心去付出的......
我真的還滿難過的...媽......您難道不知道,我如此渴望愛......有一部份是因為您嗎
??
您再生氣說出的話卻狠狠傷了我......
心情真的好差......不知道該說什麼!
對於我媽......有人可以給我點方向嗎?
手機排版請見諒!!
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謝謝大家的鼓勵跟建議!
之前我因為自己內心自卑的原因,真的在感情裡就是處於卑微的狀態,在感情中真的不快
樂!
之後遇到我現在的男朋友,他一直鼓勵我,慢慢的我自己解開心結走出去!
我們還沒在一起的時候,他就都在我身邊,不管是生活、工作或感情上他都給我很多方向
!
跟他在一起我很快樂,可以勇敢做自己,這也是沒有過的!
其實前陣子我做了抹片檢查,檢查結果出來是重度細胞病變,已經等同於子宮頸原味癌了
,我媽昨天說,妳不想想自己怎麼那麼年輕就生那種病,就是因為妳都在外面亂來......聽
到又是一陣心痛!
現在的我就是採取只聽不說而已......只能讓自己去調適了!
男朋友知道這件事,他只有默默牽著我的手說,找時間讓我跟妳媽見個面吧!這點......感
到很欣慰!!
※ 編輯: yhunlin (61.223.113.216), 09/19/2016 13:15:12
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