[心情] 遠距離分離的悲傷已回收
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因緣際會的認識男友
無奈從認識之後到交往這段過程一直都是遠距離
也開始了我定期北上的日子
在現任男友之前沒有談過遠距離戀愛
還記得第一次他從台北轉運站送我上車後
我竟然在車上止不住的狂掉淚
當下心裡也想說真的有那麼誇張嗎!!!
跟姐妹說了這件事 她也說我是不是愛慘了
後來每次離別我還是很難過
最初從台北回學校的那個禮拜我都很悶悶不樂
甚至沒辦法打起精神跟男友訊息視訊
(真的很討厭離別的時候,我跟男友討論過,會那麼悲傷可能跟我小時候的創傷有一部分
關聯)
這次剛好有機會很長一段時間待在台北
從到達到離開 總共有六天的時間
今天,依舊和男友到北車要離別的時候
他說 不要哭哦~ 的時候
就開始眼眶泛淚
不過通常我都不會在他面前哭
一定都會轉身或上車再開始(死要面子XD
今天搭上車,令我很意外的是
我內心的哀傷似乎沒有過往強烈了
我甚至只用了一張衛生紙
(以前都要三分之一到二分之一包抽取式衛生紙)
一直到現在 即使內心還是很惆悵
不過心中的哀愁卻不再那麼濃烈了
難道是我已經開始習慣分離的時刻嗎
雖然每次離別的心情都很複雜難過
但不想要習慣分開這件事啊Q_Q
p.s 不要叫我們分手啊> <
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辛苦了Q_Q
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不小心誤導 你也加油
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