[閒聊] 莫名哭泣的經驗已回收
小魯在今天以前,通常要哭之前都會有個原因。
可能想到令人難過的事,或者遭遇了什麼讓自己的情緒崩潰,簡單來說要哭之前能夠預先
知道
自己要哭了。
但是就在剛剛,我看著網路上的過期新聞,一邊剪著指甲。
剛好新聞播到有關東泉辣椒醬的事,小魯是台中人,對此很有感觸。
當時我心裡只是想著:「東泉辣椒醬好好吃。」
這個時候,突然鼻頭一酸,一顆淚水先抖出來,接著眼球濕潤淚水止不住狂滴。
我心裡莫名其妙覺得自己很白癡,東泉辣椒醬有好吃到哭出來的境界嗎?
這時的情緒很矛盾,我一直找不到自己哭的理由,但擦拭眼淚的衛生紙一球一球丟進垃圾
桶,
很明白的表達我的確在悲傷,在流淚。
我罵出口:「白癡啊,你在哭三小。」
不罵還好,一罵突然情緒低落到不行,胸口超悶,到最後還忍不住的嗷嗷嗷地嚎啕大哭快
半
小時,到打這篇文章的前幾分鐘才止住,而情緒也一下子恢復到哭之前。
打完這篇文章的我到現在仍然覺得莫名其妙。
有人也曾經無來由的悲傷過嗎?
還是只有我這樣?
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