[難過] 男友要我去瘋人院已回收
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早上和男友對話時,我不知道怎麼了,
覺得好煩躁,男友只是打斷我的話,
比方說我當下有五句話要說,
講沒兩句他就開始解釋回應,
常常對話也有類似情形,
昨晚我就有在忍耐了,
早上趕時間覺得好煩躁好煩躁快受不了了,
我就啊~~~~嘶吼了一聲。
然後雙方口角,
他說他只是在跟我對話,
我卻覺得他只是在急著跟我辯解不讓我先把話說完,
男友說我該去瘋人院了,
還丟下我要我自己出門,
本來每天都是載我的,
因為我沒有自己的交通工具,
所以只能自己走路。附近沒適合的大眾運輸到目的地
我覺得好難過,
之前也是配合他才住這,
要他不能這樣,但他還是堅持走人,
然後就留下我一人一直哭。
我知道會有很多人噓吧。
但我真的覺得好煩,
情緒不受控制,心裡想控制卻控制不了。
上網查了一下覺得有點像躁鬱症,又好像有點不同。
我的症狀是情緒起伏大、容易往壞處想、
每天起不來精神差、很容易累、
有時覺得心情很好很亢奮,
但過沒多久會忽然低落或絕望,
容易激動焦躁易怒,覺得變笨
和男友處得不好更是容易焦躁想x
以前有因為焦慮去看醫生,
但醫生給我吃藥,我變得性慾全無,
有跟醫生反應過換藥,
但我覺得還是一樣,
無性生活
讓我覺得好痛苦覺得好不正常,
我又因為吃藥變無性又因此陷入憂鬱,
所以我一年多以後就沒繼續吃了。
我真的好痛苦,有沒有人或朋友有類似經驗,可以分享一下改怎麼辦嗎?
我好怕去看醫生,我好不容易性生活有好轉一點點…
但好像怎麼做都不正常,我到底該怎麼辦?
補充早上吵的事情
其實是小事
我看到他櫃子開著
我跟他說他是忘記關嗎
然後他說他本來是忘記 但後來想說除溼機剛好開著
就開著除濕一下也好
我就開始要說其實他有這想法的話
以後除濕的時候就都開著也…
然後他就打斷我的話解釋他本來只是忘記……
一次還好
但昨天和以前常常這樣
我不是要怪罪他什麼
例如怪罪他忘記關衣櫥
只是想好心提醒他下次可以怎樣
就他常常被害妄想
急著要解釋
覺得累積下來好煩
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已補充 是小事
主要是整個概念
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