對不起 又是我…
之前在板上有發過一些為了工作跟家人吵架的事
今天其實也是
因為只要提到工作
三次大概有兩次都會吵架
所以我都沒再跟家人提
跟他們說我去做了之前錄取的工作
不過其實沒去
每天都假裝去上班其實是去面試
(詳情可看我昨天的文…)
最近好不容易得到了幾個offer
終於要脫離這種生活
因為之後的工作跟我和他們說現在去做的工作時間差很多
所以今天就跟媽媽說下週要去新公司
上班時間會調整
然後媽媽就開始追根究柢問是什麼工作
老實告知是助理工作後
果不其然他又開始看衰我說
聽你這樣說 感覺要做的事很雜你也做不來
是小公司喔 小公司也不一定適合你啦 感覺就會跟同事處不來…
諸如此類的一直說
從小我不管要做什麼
她總是這樣
我說想出國唸書 她說 你一定不會適應
留在台灣就好 幹嘛出國 浪費錢
族繁不及備載
我覺得我會成為這麼沒自信的人一定跟她脫不了關係
她現在覺得我人生能做的事就只有考公職跟當安親班老師
剩下的不管我說要做什麼 她就會看衰
我已經浪費了一年在準備國考上了
現在找工作也因為她的話讓我覺得我什麼都做不好
所以才會想從助理開始慢慢做起
然後她現在又這樣…
我已經不知道該怎麼做了
我可能就是一個沒用的人吧…
真的不知道我活在世界上到底要幹嘛…
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