[心情] 對朋友的佔有慾
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真的很受不了自己 ..本身是蠍子
看到自己很喜歡很重視的朋友A和別人聊的很開心,如果當下我無法融入那個話題,就會陷
入自閉模式,不想講話,而且還會一直亂想他們是不是不想理我之類...甚至覺得我對你
那麼好,你卻不理我等無限圈圈裡,然後要等到朋友A來找我說話,我才會慢慢恢復正常
像是今天和一群朋友吃晚飯,我先到位,所以我馬上幫朋友A留了位置(坐我旁邊),後來朋
友A和另一位友人到了,結果他們直接略過我走到另一端去坐下,當下真的覺得很難過...
整場飯局吃的有點心酸,後來朋友A拿了東西過來給我吃,問我怎麼怪怪的不說話,我真
的笑不出來呀
總之最後自己也默默的恢復正常了
我這樣的佔有欲,自己都覺得莫名,也不敢和親友說,覺得自己太奇怪了
因為每年聖誕節時,我都會和男友去北部看聖誕樹,所以去年我和朋友A提到這件事情時
,她很興奮說想去,當下就邀請另一友人陪她兩天一夜,那件事也讓我整整氣了兩個禮拜
到他們玩回來....中間一度想封鎖LINE群組,不想看到他們玩的開心照片
其實我和朋友A感情很不錯,個性合得來,她是我目前人生裡遇到第二個喜歡的朋友,(第
一個因為誤會沒聯絡了)是那種可以掏心掏肺,為你付出一切的那種,我可能形容的很誇
張,但是是真的!
以前我總是認為自己不像蠍子,長大了才發現蠍子的每一個特性我都有,而且非常明顯..
...
寫到這裡思緒很亂,非常謝謝大家的閱讀!
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