成功了嗎?
將近三個月……工作…轉換了新的縣市,原本戰戰兢兢、充滿鬥志的準備好
陌生的環境……
沒有認識的朋友……
新工作的重新學習……
工作中每天都有不可預知的突發狀況…
以及無法掌握的客戶……
挫折一次…又一次……
終於忍不住…今天崩潰…
我非常非常的沮喪……非常非常的挫敗……
我徹底懷疑自己的能力…想武裝的面具也都崩解了……
重點是家人也不太支持
本以為還有個家…但無力討好,吵架,而只好開車再回到租屋處……
我連回家取暖…都做不到…
現在,此刻當下,我發現…
我還很想被保護…
很想依賴學習……
唉……
到了年紀一把了…才發現…
我很脆弱…而且……還沒長大……
只好…只好……
先來這裡抒發一下心情……
安撫自己的傷心了……
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