[心情] 突然有種什麼都不想要了的衝動
莫名的,因為自己情緒上的暴衝加上對方給的回應不如預期
而會有這樣的情緒,明明就只是小事情,對方也只是說明他的想法
可是就是會有一種很疲憊的感覺
有人說,魚魚是放棄型人格,有時候真的會有這樣的感覺
尤其是覺得自己付出了許多,但是卻總是被遺忘忽略的時候
哪種深沈的疲憊感湧上心頭,就會萌生一種「通通都不想要了」的想法
然後低潮期開始,自閉,厭倦與任何人來往...
大家會這樣嘛?
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空虛趁我毫無防備的時候從背後刺了一刀 血液卻被倔強凝涸在眼角...
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而且會在內心大喊...然後會很想哭。
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的確,感覺就像是自我保護機制啟動,想斷絕會被傷害的一切聯繫。
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恩,對自己在乎的人、事、物吧。
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的確,所以最後都很默默,默默到對方沒有察覺時,就又自我復原
然後對方什麼也不知道,但是孰不知魚已經千迴百轉...
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我覺得不是時間的問題,大多是在意的事情或是人物做出了什麼樣的反應
才會終結自我(默默)放逐的狀況。
※ 編輯: mishiaoya 來自: 111.251.113.57 (03/14 18:30)
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