[閒聊] 我崩潰了
今天早上攔住護理長的去路
要求我想要放半個月的假
因為我上了六年的八八班 我的身體和心都非常非常的疲累
只是想要離職 護理長沒有應允
看了下個月的班表初稿後 我就崩潰了
眼淚就像壞掉的水龍頭一樣不停的流
我們單位的保姆告訴我“你要記得提離職唷,反正不會有人留你”
我去找了護理長討論離職的事 這句話就被推翻了
我到底為了什麼要在這麼樣的負面環境上了快六年的八八班?
忍受別人這樣無理的對待?
難道要在社會生存就一定要站對派系?
只想上班時做好自己分內的工作,不想做任何的巴結,不想把工作複雜化,錯了嗎?
我真的很想很想離開這樣負面的環境
換了產科工作,找回了當年選讀護理科的初衷
卻需要忍受同事們以“上八八班為樂”的心態
可以排得出三班為什麼不能上?
只是因為大家不想要花花班,
排班者在LINE群組上詢問要上什麼班,請大家投票
這麼做的意義到底是甚麼
我為什麼要在這家醫院上永無止盡的八八班
想要離職不能離職
想要休息卻不能休息
我真的很想回去當年走內外科的自己
活著像機器人 只會打針發藥 沒有多餘的情緒和表情
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