我會讓有點變成非常的,所以等我
你說,你不想要再傷害一個人。
You said,you do not want to hurt someone anymore.
之前,因為你的溫柔,硬著頭皮接受的女孩,現在不知道過得如何了呢?
how is the girl ,you accepted because of your tender , now have been?
如果說這次你也和以前一樣為了不傷害我,而接受我,現在我的感覺會不會比較不一樣?
If you liked you used to be,do not want to hurt me,then accept me...
Will my feeling be more different now?
你說,你不想要再還沒有完全確定自己的心意前,和她說喜歡;
You said,you do not want to tell one you like her before you ensure your heart.
其實我何嘗不是呢?
Infact,am I not ?
我也是猶豫了好久,好久,才終於打破我十八年來的堅持--堅持不主動,
I have been hesitated for so long,too.
Finally,I broke my rule--to tell you my feelong.
我真的真的真的很喜歡你,
I truly,really like you.
不論是我們相似等級的外貌--你一定懂那種別人只喜歡你外表的空虛,
Our likely face,outward
You must know the empty that others like you just beause your skin.
不論是我們相似的興趣--籃球、漫畫、電視、音樂,我們之間只有我們懂得梗。
Our same interst.
Basketball,comics,TV,musics that we are the only people know eachother.
不論是你那奇怪的梗和我奇怪的笑點,
Your strange saying and my strange point.
不論是你那傻傻的溫柔和我不顧一切的體貼,
Your fooly tender and my cosider.
一切的一切都告訴了我,我喜歡你。
Everything tells me,I LIKE YOU.
你說,以前的你,讓你現在佇足不前;
你說,以前的你,是個不敢拒絕別人卻傷人更深的雜碎;
也許吧!
Maybe
那些種種行為是真的滿雜碎的…但是你現在不是啊!
現在你會為了未來不會傷人而拒絕,也許我現在很傷心很難過,
Perhaps I am now very sad and disappointed.
但是總比之後被傷得更深還來得好吧?
But it is better than to be hurt more deeply.
別再說你自己是雜碎了噢!
我可不想要當一個喜歡上雜碎的人咧!
也別說你不值得我流淚!
Do not say that you do not deserved my tears.
我就是選擇了你啊!
I am the one who choose to like you.
傻瓜。
Little fool.
也別再說,我有很多選擇;你說得也沒有錯,我是有很多選擇,
Do not say that I have many choice.
Right,that is true.
I do have many other choice.
但是,有誰像你一樣,和我如此接近呢?
But,SO WHAT?
Is there anyother who more close to me than you?
你再叫我不要再喜歡你我就揍你噢!
I will beat you if you keep telling me not to like you.
打到這裡,我突然覺得有點哽咽。
I think I am gonig to tear.
我想,我在你的心中一定有一份比較特別的地位吧?
the only special position.
對不對?
不然,你怎麼會和我說起,你從來不願意和別人說、也從來不願意面對的過去?
其實我現在很驕傲喔!
I am very proud of that!
我現在應該是最接近你的內心的女孩吧!哈哈!
這樣感覺很好呢!
或者我有一點點強顏歡笑,畢竟橫豎都是被拒絕了的,沒辦法哪!
其實我並沒有外表那麼堅強,但是也不是脆弱,
I am not strong as I look like,but I am not fragile
不要因為怕後悔而不敢去做,也不要做了而後悔。我好喜歡這句話。
就像你說的,你那些試探的舉動,都是因為開心我喜歡你,而你也有點喜歡我,
接下來,我們之間就好好的順其自然吧!:D
總有一天,我會讓有點變成非常,你要好好做好心理準備!:D
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