[外絮] doublelift 大師兄Fb

看板LoL作者 (霹靂之星5566)時間9年前 (2016/10/11 08:41), 9年前編輯推噓64(71推 7噓 52→)
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I take everything for granted. That's what my parents told me growing up. My two best friends, Kelby and Travis, used to say the same thing. Too focused on the future to appreciate the present. I want more prestige, I want a trophy, I want to improve my skills. After we lost, we all came back to our practice room and talked about how we felt. Taking turns, they revealed their sadness and regret they couldn't perform better. When it was my turn, I wanted to say so many things, but it didn't come out. I wanted to tell them how ashamed I was, how much I hate myself and relive those moments over and over again where I made the wrong play. I wanted to ask for their forgiveness. But how could I? How can I ask for forgiveness if I don't even know if they blame me to begin with? I know I didn't play well, that I didn't play like myself, that we were outclassed against RNG's bot lane. My teammates know it too, and yet I think they still blame themselves for our losses. It's through our time practicing together that we've gotten to know eachother so well. They all focus on the burden of their own mistakes, but I wish they would just blame me and be done with it. It's both beautiful and terrible when you learn to win as a team and lose as a team. Coming back to the hotel, I found Vincent crying in our room. I've never seen do that before, he's usually stoic and reserved. When I invited him to eat dinner, it was surprising to hear him accept. Spending time with my closest friends and joking around over delicious Chinese food, it reminded me of what we gave up for another year just to return home with nothing. I felt a little guilty to be there, like I didn't have a right to be happy when I failed so many people. I've never been a weak link of any roster I've been on until this moment. Everyone has felt embarrassment and shame, but have you felt it in this magnitude? I let down my teammates, friends, and millions of fans. It's a crippling feeling of unworthiness that has kept me off social media. An entire year of sweat and toil, of heated arguments and conflict, of disappointment and failure. I'll never forget that it ended like this, but there's also the other side. The dumb jokes we made, the friendship and brotherhood we built, the learning and growing we went through, the triumph of winning NALCS and trying our best at Worlds. I won't take it for granted. 補圖： http://i.imgur.com/yE4gHVI.jpg
http://i.imgur.com/iDUNynp.jpg
太長了，說個大意，總之就是： 我過去把一切都當作理所當然 我這次打的很爛，很自責，希望隊友能夠責備他。 Biofrost哭哭，讓他覺得很罪惡發，又浪費了一年 Biofrost哭哭，讓他覺得很罪惡發，又浪費了一年 他沒有權力開心 他讓隊友 朋友還有很多的粉絲失望了 我不會忘記整年的流汗以及辛苦，爭執和衝突，失望和失敗，而結局是如此。 而另一方面也有友情兄弟情，還有整年的學習和成長我們經歷的 而另一方面也有友情兄弟情，還有整年的學習和成長我們經歷的 我們在LCS NA的成功，以及在S6的盡最大努力 我不會再有把這些當作理所當然 心得： 嚇死人打一大篇以為要退休 明年還有大師兄可以看嗎？ -- ※ 發信站: 批踢踢實業坊(ptt.cc), 來自: 123.241.99.131 ※ 文章網址: https://www.ptt.cc/bbs/LoL/M.1476146505.A.3B2.html
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英文不好，翻譯有錯敬請見諒，我再修正
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PUSH
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反觀
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還真沒看到打輸開心唱歌的 真是驚世奇材
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所以是bio覺得讓粉絲失望還是DL
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自大的人翻船真的超糗
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別哭 主播台上還有你得播了
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I didn't have a right to be happy when I failed
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I didn't have a right to be happy when I failed
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so manypeople. 咖歌王你看到了嗎 哦不會看 粉粉
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來看一下
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歪國人就是比較會說話 粉粉聽了安慰多了
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專講幹話的也知道輸的時候該講什麼
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專講幹話的也知道輸的時候該講什麼
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我們是在享受遊戲 輸了也不在意
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毒瘤可以退休了吧
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S7 TSM加油 \鼻神/
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喔，有些人例外
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I won't take it for granted
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唱歌才是王道，懂?
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噓
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反觀三小 閃電狼假如打這一篇 你又要說小邊哭哭了?
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你的舞台在主播台
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有兩段重覆，是複製錯還原文這樣…
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有一個預言者 哇～
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怎麼說鄉民都有話講啦 還反觀哩 臭搜梗愛亂用喝喝
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不會啊 真的打一篇幹嘛噴 沒事找事幹?
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真心覺得咖撒就只是訪問回答變蛇蛇了而已 怎能吵那
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麼久
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應該是我複製錯
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~ ※ 編輯: pilistar5566 (111.83.36.115), 10/11/2016 08:53:15
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別被害妄想 前天酸dl雷鼻神的多少 看這篇罵dl的會
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有多少
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有人在幻想別人未發生行為 別用這種稻草人謬論辯駁
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事實就是Karsa回答不夠得體而已 承認這點很難?
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聽，有東西碎了ㄧ地
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聽，有東西碎了ㄧ地
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大師兄加油啊 從s2支持你到現在了
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NA區AD界毒瘤
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還有 52 則推文
還有 1 段內文
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反觀
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不在意就不會練到打PRP了..我的想法啦
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反觀XD 一再打臉…
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噓
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賽前放話賽後唱歌
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台灣人就是愛看灑狗血的啊ㄏㄏ
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大師兄這文筆我買單(腦波弱)
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反觀唱歌
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反觀： 狼粉不要再自慰了啦
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TSM就每個人各戳一場 就淘汰了
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這個AD不行心態不樂觀 SUP也是沒世界級選手態度
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反觀某門
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為甚麼不只內文 連推文都在重複...
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為甚麼不只內文 連推文都在重複...
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樓上自裱?
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樓上自裱?
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我我知道我改了啥，怎會一直重複
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爛手機(?
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打最爛的西門 an怎麼都不說什麼話
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爛手機(?
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反觀打超爛還唱歌
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tsm毒瘤
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TSM也是一個被看破手腳 原本幾乎被當成西方最強
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噓
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哭三小 看勝負這麼重幹嘛 大師兄要否放才對啊
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真的狂重複 爛手機
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到底是用什麼app會重複推文
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火燒車…
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ptt+
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反觀
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輸幹嘛難過 又沒對不起誰 粉絲自己要支持不用管他
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們啦
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自己玩遊戲開心就好又不是什麼競技比賽
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看看我們閃電狼 出國玩得開心欸 這只是遊戲呀 哈哈
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唱歌就好了啊 自責什麼
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不用在意表現啦 享受遊戲就好
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怎麼能不愛DL
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想太多惹 罪惡感是一時的 膨脹是他的天性XDDDDDDDD
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內文好多重複地方可以修改一下嗎（？
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只有我被火燒車戳到笑點嗎XDDDDD
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噓
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種族74不夠強? 你說個歐美更強的阿
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第一周best jg
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