Re: [外絮] Chawy FB (很長)消失

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※ 引述《GOD5566GOD (o'_'o)》之銘言： : https://www.facebook.com/ChawyXL/posts/1110021652347319 : Chawy : 4 分鐘前 : Hi everyone, i'm really sorry but to break this news to you. I have been : banned from participating in any LoL tournaments for a period of time (not too sure : how long the ban would be yet), because of an event of elo boosting done : during March 2014. : For those who are interested in my part of the story, do continue reading : below. 大家好，我真的很抱歉得向各位說這個壞消息。我將被禁止出戰任何的LOL賽事一段時間（還不確定會被BAN多久），因為2014年3月時我曾經代打過。有人對我過去的故事有興趣的話，請繼續向下看。 : I have been playing competitive since I was 14. I chose to take this path even : though its not the smartest choice being born in Singapore, a country where : E-sports is not as recognized. My passion for gaming and the desire to win : made me who I am today. 我是從14歲的時候開始打這些競技遊戲的。而我選擇這條路，即使這對一個新加坡人而言實在不是個明智的選擇── 因為在這個國家，電子競技還沒有被承認。而我對遊戲的熱情與對勝利的渴望，造就了今天的我。 : I started playing LoL when I was first invited by Riot to take part in 2010 : WCG and ended up getting 3rd place. I switched from DotA / DotA 2 to LoL because : at that time, LoL had way more tournaments each year, and I really enjoyed : playing LoL. 我開始打LOL，最初是2010年的WCG上被Riot邀請的，而最後我們得了第三名。我從DotA/DotA2的世界轉到LOL來，因為在那時候，LOL是每年擁有最多賽事的遊戲，而我真的非常享受LOL。 : During early 2012 when SGS ( Team Singapore Sentinels ) was formed, they : started trailing for players on our server. Being in SGS was like a dream come : true, its the first ever professional team I know of to get paid to play. Many : people would do anything just to get into that team. Sadly, they didn't chose : me because I was serving my NS ( National Service ). I was really depressed : because most would say I was the best player in our region but yet I was not : picked or even trailed. I didn't gave up then. I starting forming my own team : with friends I met at Solo Queue. I took part in every tournaments and ended : up getting 2nd every time, only losing to SGS. But at the same time, we managed : to take some games off SGS. That was when SGS saw my talent and offered me a : slot. 在2012年初的時候，SGS（新加坡先鋒）成立了，他們開始在我們新加坡的伺服器上訓練選手。加入SGS可以說是圓夢，因為那是我所知的第一支有支薪的職業戰隊。有很多人擠破了投想要加入這支戰隊，很不幸的是，他們並沒有選我、因為當時我正在服兵役（National Service）。我實在非常沮喪，因為很多人說我是我們那邊最強的玩家，而我居然沒有被選上也沒有被栽培。我並沒有放棄。我開始跟我在Solo Q時遇到的朋友們組了我自己的隊伍，我們參加了所有的賽事並且每次都拿第二名──只輸給SGS。而於此同時，我們還是想方設法地在比賽中幹掉SGS。也就是在這時候，SGS看中了我的才華，打算邀請我入隊。 : At first I was offered an monthly salary way more than the original 5 members, : of course I gladly accepted. Luckily for me, after I completed my basic : training in NS, I was posted to a vocation where I just have to work every 8am : -5.30pm. I rushed to our training room in Garena office every evening once I'm : released from camp, train till late night, and then return home, and continue : training. It was like my dream came true. Little did I know, the management : told me few days later that I would not be receiving a single cent because of : their budget. I was shocked, but since I was serving my NS, and we are not : allowed to have any extra allowance outside of NS, I accepted it. I treated : playing in SGS not as a job, but as doing something I loved. I wake up every 6 : in the morning, rush to camp, end work at 5.30, rush to Garena, end trainings : at 10-11pm, rush home, more solo trainings till 2-3am, sleep, repeat. That was : my daily routine for over a year. 最初我所得到的月薪甚至比元祖的五位隊員還高，而我當然很高興地接受了。幸運的是，在我完成了基本兵役後，我被分配到的營區只需要每天早上八點到下午五點去站崗就好。每天晚上我一出營，我便火速衝到Garena的訓練室，然後狂練到晚上再回家，週而復始。這就是夢想實現的感覺吧。（這段不太確定，我不是很熟新加坡的兵役體制）然後我得知，經理告訴我由於他們的預算，幾天後我一分錢都拿不到。我嚇到了，可是當時我正在服役，而除了軍中之外我們不被允許以其他管道賺錢。我接受了，畢竟我沒有把SGS視為工作，而是在做我所熱愛的事情。我每天早上起床，衝到單位去，下午五點半結束，衝去Garena，晚上十點到十一點左右結束訓練，衝回家，然後再自己SOLO練習到半夜兩三點，睡覺，如此重複。那是我整整一年來的日常。 : Many people thought that hey, Chawy confirm gets way higher pay than his other : teammates because of his performance, but the truth is, I was NOT paid. I had : to pay for my own transport, my meals, everything, using the allowance I get : from NS ( S$400+ a month). I discussed with my teammates and they agreed to : each pass me S$50 every month which concludes to S$250 per month. 很多人都覺得，「嘿，Chawy肯定因為他的表現所以領了比其他隊友夠高的薪水」，然而事實上，我根本一毛錢都沒拿。（Chawy用大寫強調，所以幫他上個色）我要付我自己的交通付、我的餐錢、所有的支出，都是用我自己在軍中領的零用錢。（每個月約400新加坡幣）※新加坡幣比台幣約1:23 我跟我的隊友們討論，而他們決定每個月救濟我50塊，因此我每個月可以勉強多拿到250塊的生活費 : So why did I stayed even though I was not paid? Simple, I always dream of : becoming a pro player, and SGS was the very first step. I was given a lvl 30 : Taiwan server account and I was contented with that. I get to play against : players like GodJJ, Toyz, Westdoor and so many other really good players. : Luckily for me, I got top 5 ranks in ranked in Taiwan server multiple times. : I was given the same monthly pay as the rest of my teammates only after I : completed my NS, which was after September 2013. It was never easy working the : hardest, giving the most, performing the best but yet receiving the least. : Around February 2014, I left SGS. Our team results were not good and I was : tired. I thought I would never have a chance to play on the main stage ever : again. That was the time when this 'friend' approached me to boost his : account. 所以為什麼即便我沒有錢拿、我還願意留下來？很簡單，因為我一直夢想著成為一位職業選手，而SGS就是我的第一步。我在台服拿到了一個30等的帳號，這讓我覺得心滿意足。我開始跟一些像是GODJJ、Toyz、Westdoor和很多真的非常厲害的玩家們交手。很幸運地，我好幾次高踞在台服RANK的前五名內。在我退役後，我得到了和其他隊友們一樣的月薪，這時約莫是2013年9月過後。工作得最努力、付出得最多、表現得最優秀實在不容易，但至少我有薪水了。然後，大概是2014年2月，我離開了SGS。我們的隊伍最後的表現並不好，而我也累了。我想，我將不會再有機會再站上這個舞台了吧。而就是那時候──「朋友」找我代打。 : Of course I accepted. I had no income, no future, no nothing. I had to earn : what I can. Even though its just a small amount, I did it. : It was after that that TPA contacted my then manager, saying they want to : trail : me. I was delighted, I saw a glimpsed of hope. After a long discussion with my : family, I decided to come to TPA. 我理所當然地接受了。我沒有收入，沒有未來──我一無所有了。我當然得想點法子盡我所能地賺錢。即使那真的非常微薄，我還是接了。而在那之後，TPA透過我的經理找上了我，說他們想要邀我加入。我非常開心，我看見了希望的曙光。於是，和我家人討論了很久以後，我決定加入TPA。 : The 'friend' whom I elo boosted for, didn't pay me because he said he had no : money. I didn't mind since I was already in TPA having a stable income, but a : tragedy striked during late 2014. My investment with my brother failed badly : costing me to lose around S$10,000. ( I had quite a bit of winnings from DotA/ : DotA2 ). It was then I started going around collecting money from people I : lent to, and from that 'friend' I 'worked' for. But he ignored me, not wanting to : return me, and even telling me it was a long time ago, he doesn't even play : league now. I was mad, I kept pestering him and I guess I made him mad. So mad : that this 'friend' reported to Riot and Garena that I elo boosted. 那個請我幫他代打的「朋友」，壓根兒沒付我半毛錢──他說他也沒錢。我不在乎，因為那時我已經加入了TPA，有了固定的薪水，但很悲劇的是在2014年後期，我跟我兄弟一起做的投資失敗，而我大概損失了一萬多塊新加坡幣。（大概是我從DotA/DotA2以來贏得的所有獎金）然後我開始想盡辦法從所有我借得到的朋友手邊籌錢，包括和那位我曾經「為他工作」的「朋友」。可是他無視我，不想付錢給我，甚至還跟我說「那是很久以前的事了耶」，他現在根本已經沒有在打LOL了。我簡直抓狂了，我不停地糾纏他，而我猜我大概也惹毛他了。以致他同樣抓狂地想Riot跟Garena檢舉我曾經代打。 : I had come a long way in my career, and I would say this year is my peak. Even : though TPA results are not as good anymore, but I kept improving and : improving ,hoping to show the world what i'm capable of. : Just as we're preparing for World Championship 2015 qualifiers, THIS had to : happen. I was left speechless, and heart broken. : Never had I thought this would happen to me, and that my career: : would end this close. 從踏上職業生涯以來，我已經走了很長一段路，而我必須說，這一年就是我的顛峰了。儘管我TPA的表現也許一點也不好，但我是真的很努力很努力地在變強，希望能夠讓世界看見我的本事。而在我們正為2015年世界賽資格備戰時，這件事發生了，我無話可說，整顆心都碎了。我從未想過這件事會發生在我身上，而今──我的職業生涯將劃上休止符。 : I'm sorry for disappointing everyone supporting me out there all these time. : I'm even more sorry for letting my team down, including my managers, coach, : and translator. I never expect this to happen and I'm the same, or even more : disappointed than anyone else is. : Sorry. 我很抱歉，讓這段時日以來一直支持著我的人們失望了。我更必須為我讓我的隊伍失望而道歉，包括經理、教練與翻譯。我從未期望這件事發生，而我同樣、甚至比任何人都來得更加失望。對不起。 --- 英文渣翻譯，請多指教m(_ _)m -- ※ 發信站: 批踢踢實業坊(ptt.cc), 來自: 114.37.159.139 ※ 文章網址: https://www.ptt.cc/bbs/LoL/M.1438505566.A.6C6.html

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