[心情] 跟秤男終究分手了(╥﹏╥)
也許我就是衝動了,在秤男忙碌完的第一個休假前ㄧ晚下班就來找我,但隔天我還是找方式說出心裡被冷落期間的感受。
感覺秤男三次想打住不想我們繼續講下去,但如果我不把眼前在意的心情跟他說開來,我沒辦法被他不聞不聞一個月仍舊像他一樣可以若無其事,我還是跟秤男說出繼續下去是不是沒有意義了。
跟他說了很多話,秤男都回說他要回去想想該怎麼做關於我們的事,我不想再等待,所以寧願放他自由。因為我真的很喜歡也認同他認真努力工作,我自已能理解所以獨立自主自己的生活,這些他都知道也懂我的體貼。
秤男說他現在全部心思都在拚工作跟家裡面的事上面,他連自己的時間都沒有了。聽我說了這些,讓他覺得我們現在不適合繼續在一起,因為他應該沒辦法照我希望的把心思放一些在我身上。
又說他想他這樣現在應該沒辦法跟任何人交往。
最後我們同意分手,我還是把提早半個月準備好的生日禮物送給他,跟他說送這禮物是希望他能好好配戴在工作上有更好表現,他聲音變很低的說:我知道。
他問我還能是朋友嗎?我抱著他搖搖頭,他說讓我回去想想後再跟他說,我回他:「說句真心話,我其實不想分手,我知道ㄧ定會後悔,但不想讓你困擾,所以同意這樣結果,但也不讓我困擾的話,我想不做朋友比較好。我ㄧ定還是會後悔,可是現在我只能這麼做也只想著這麼做。」
說完放開他,轉身,進門,關門,大哭…
說出口的話我不後悔,我後悔的是我真的不想提分手,但又如果要看到他蠟燭兩頭燒的情況下還要顧慮我,我會很心疼也難過。
現在自己為自己做的決定痛苦的要死,心裡卻希望他能挽回我…
不得不…真的好痛;_;
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