[情報] Brooke Sheilds談MJ(Rolling Stone) Part4
My heart broke for him because once he felt the need to run — I felt like he
ran. I was worried about him financially, I was worried about the kids, I was
worried about his health. I always worried about his health, because I
thought he was just too skinny. He would make fun of me, especially when I
was in college, because I gained weight in college — what freshman doesn't
gain the freshman 15? — and I'd say, "I know you're going to think I'm fat,
but ..." and it was a joke, but he also became very, very conscious of
everything, and I used to say, "I think you've lost too much weight." So I
started worrying about his health from the thin standpoint.
我的心因為他曾經覺得需要逃離一切而破碎了 我可以感覺他逃跑了
我擔心他的經濟狀況 我擔心他的孩子 我擔心他的健康 因為他真的太瘦了
他以前總會笑我 特別是我在大學時 因為我當時變胖了 大一生總會變胖
我常會開玩笑說 你一定會覺得我變胖了 但他總是很快察覺所有事情
而我以前常會跟他說 你變太瘦了 我總是為了他這麼瘦而擔心他的健康
I saw him less and less as our lives became different. At every major event
in my life, he reached out to me, whether if it was when my dad died, when I
had my first daughter, and had severe post-partum, we'd speak, and then it
got more and more difficult to reach him, and some of the people in his life
that I could call to get him, they were fired or they left or they went away,
and in the last few years, it was harder to get the right number to get
through to him.
在我們的生活越來越不同之後 我越來越少見到他 但我人生重大時刻 他總會打給我
像是我爸爸死了 我有了第一個女兒 而且有嚴重的產後憂鬱症 我們總是會聊聊
但是後來越來越難連絡他 而之前我認識他身邊的人我能打電話找他的
他們不是被解雇了 就是離開了 或是在最後幾年走了
而越來越難拿到正確的電話號碼找他
I like to think that I was a good friend to him. That's the way it always
was, and our friendship never altered, it just stayed the course. No matter
what was happening, the one thing that whenever we got on the phone with each
other, he would just giggle or laugh and say, "Oh, Brooke," and I was
consistent, and I think that was important for both of us. I wanted him to
know my kids, but it became harder to take him out and bring him into ... it
was just a trauma. I feel like he shouldn't have gone that way. I've always
maintained what a pure soul he was.
我想認為我自己是他的好友 因為一直以來都是 我們的友情從未改變 不論發生什麼事
不論何時 只要我們在講電話 他總會輕笑著說"Oh Brooke" 而我總也一樣
我認為這對我們兩個都很重要
我希望他認識我的孩子們 但是找他出來越來越難 這一切都是個悲劇
我總覺他不該變成這樣的 但他一直有個純潔的靈魂
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