[情報] Brooke Sheilds談MJ(Rolling Stone) Part4

看板KingofPop作者 (confusing)時間14年前 (2009/10/10 12:50), 編輯推噓15(15010)
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My heart broke for him because once he felt the need to run — I felt like he ran. I was worried about him financially, I was worried about the kids, I was worried about his health. I always worried about his health, because I thought he was just too skinny. He would make fun of me, especially when I was in college, because I gained weight in college — what freshman doesn't gain the freshman 15? — and I'd say, "I know you're going to think I'm fat, but ..." and it was a joke, but he also became very, very conscious of everything, and I used to say, "I think you've lost too much weight." So I started worrying about his health from the thin standpoint. 我的心因為他曾經覺得需要逃離一切而破碎了 我可以感覺他逃跑了 我擔心他的經濟狀況 我擔心他的孩子 我擔心他的健康 因為他真的太瘦了 他以前總會笑我 特別是我在大學時 因為我當時變胖了 大一生總會變胖 我常會開玩笑說 你一定會覺得我變胖了 但他總是很快察覺所有事情 而我以前常會跟他說 你變太瘦了 我總是為了他這麼瘦而擔心他的健康 I saw him less and less as our lives became different. At every major event in my life, he reached out to me, whether if it was when my dad died, when I had my first daughter, and had severe post-partum, we'd speak, and then it got more and more difficult to reach him, and some of the people in his life that I could call to get him, they were fired or they left or they went away, and in the last few years, it was harder to get the right number to get through to him. 在我們的生活越來越不同之後 我越來越少見到他 但我人生重大時刻 他總會打給我 像是我爸爸死了 我有了第一個女兒 而且有嚴重的產後憂鬱症 我們總是會聊聊 但是後來越來越難連絡他 而之前我認識他身邊的人我能打電話找他的 他們不是被解雇了 就是離開了 或是在最後幾年走了 而越來越難拿到正確的電話號碼找他 I like to think that I was a good friend to him. That's the way it always was, and our friendship never altered, it just stayed the course. No matter what was happening, the one thing that whenever we got on the phone with each other, he would just giggle or laugh and say, "Oh, Brooke," and I was consistent, and I think that was important for both of us. I wanted him to know my kids, but it became harder to take him out and bring him into ... it was just a trauma. I feel like he shouldn't have gone that way. I've always maintained what a pure soul he was. 我想認為我自己是他的好友 因為一直以來都是 我們的友情從未改變 不論發生什麼事 不論何時 只要我們在講電話 他總會輕笑著說"Oh Brooke" 而我總也一樣 我認為這對我們兩個都很重要 我希望他認識我的孩子們 但是找他出來越來越難 這一切都是個悲劇 我總覺他不該變成這樣的 但他一直有個純潔的靈魂 -- ※ 發信站: 批踢踢實業坊(ptt.cc) ◆ From: 68.50.148.65

10/10 13:00, , 1F
最後越看越感傷~~~MJ後來真的好孤單阿~~
10/10 13:00, 1F

10/10 13:17, , 2F
為什麼連他的朋友要找他都找不到?這究竟是怎麼回事?
10/10 13:17, 2F

10/10 14:59, , 3F
看到後面真的好難過...到後來愈來愈孤獨 連這樣的老友
10/10 14:59, 3F

10/10 15:00, , 4F
都失了連絡...
10/10 15:00, 4F

10/10 15:13, , 5F
我跟2樓有相同的疑問!!
10/10 15:13, 5F

10/10 15:37, , 6F
感謝翻譯,可惜了郎有情妹無意,老大是一個非常需要愛的人,
10/10 15:37, 6F

10/10 15:38, , 7F
後期真的不想去想像他被一群財狼餓虎圍繞然後被孤立樣子,
10/10 15:38, 7F

10/10 15:40, , 8F
連好友都很難連絡到他Q_Q...
10/10 15:40, 8F

10/10 17:18, , 9F
後期的MJ真的好孤單啊Q_Q 其實他真的需要別人的愛
10/10 17:18, 9F

10/10 17:21, , 10F
當對一切都覺得心寒與疲憊時,就會想躲避,想自己一個人
10/10 17:21, 10F

10/10 17:22, , 11F
不過,幸好MJ有3個寶貝孩子..我覺得MJ的孩子撫平MJ很多
10/10 17:22, 11F

10/10 17:23, , 12F
MJ的孩子撫平了MJ很多傷痛!!!
10/10 17:23, 12F

10/10 21:43, , 13F
給2&4樓.因為MJ被他身邊的"有心人士".刻意的孤立且隔離.讓
10/10 21:43, 13F

10/10 21:44, , 14F
他不能確實的掌握自己的情況.MJ說過甚至連他自己擁有多少錢
10/10 21:44, 14F

10/10 21:45, , 15F
他都不知道.他也無法用他想用的人...大家都只為了他的錢T_T
10/10 21:45, 15F

10/10 22:04, , 16F
其實我很難想像怎麼會"被"孤立,現在手機、網路如此發達
10/10 22:04, 16F

10/10 22:06, , 17F
會不會是MJ的心累了,自己不想聯絡的呢?
10/10 22:06, 17F

10/10 22:08, , 18F
好友一家不是也說常收到電話錄音 打回去號碼就換了
10/10 22:08, 18F

10/10 22:10, , 19F
可是我又看過MJ講手機啊...就是想不通怎麼回事
10/10 22:10, 19F

10/10 22:23, , 20F
這樣真的太辛苦了 這麼孤單還無法被聯絡到
10/10 22:23, 20F

10/11 07:13, , 21F
Brook說的沒錯,後來的MJ真的很難找,跟大部分的老朋友都幾
10/11 07:13, 21F

10/11 07:14, , 22F
乎失聯. 這也是我很難不抱持陰謀論的原因. 這不是他的做
10/11 07:14, 22F

10/11 07:14, , 23F
風,比較像是他周圍有人刻意要隔離他.
10/11 07:14, 23F

10/11 07:34, , 24F
哇!連版主都這麼說! 真的看很多人說他被刻意隔離 Q Q
10/11 07:34, 24F

11/15 23:45, , 25F
看了好傷心唉..........
11/15 23:45, 25F
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