[代禱] 我需要支持的動力
不知大家是不是把我想成跟一般高中生一樣,常常跑出去玩,或常常休息。
其實並沒有,我是設計科的學生,平時作業多,課業壓力大,作業已經壓到喘不過氣,還是會去教會。只是去教會,不是被要求就是被罵,常常被說臺北比桃園嚴了(打到這裏頓時覺得G大很厲害),行政作業堆的像小山,平時跟我同年紀的都不想處理,只好我自己來,常常打字到很晚,還沒法回家,直到牧師發現我還再打,趕快叫我回家。平時提出的企畫,在別的小組已經是很完美的,在我們小組還要雞蛋裡挑骨頭,說還不夠好。不管我今天當招待,主持,敬拜......等,回到小組裡,被罵的一定都是我,拜托,當天的領袖都說我做的比其他人都好...,作業我做的最認真ꄊA老是被罵,我還上查經網對答案,還是被罵,說我的實力不只有這樣....(諸如此類的事常常發生)。
我覺得不平衡啊,為何只有對我有要求,其他人就不用?
最近做的十分無力,有點想放棄,有時做到無力也只能說是在為神做事,但是,我累了,心也累了。
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