[黑特] 在天上的女友
我突然想起, 我沒有看到妳最後一面, 因為事故現場慘不忍睹
只好直接送去火化。
我不知道妳的家人趕往現場看到妳最後的遺體時的心情
(我知道當天其實沒有完整的遺體)
打了上面四行字, 我已經沒有感覺了。
套房樓下經常有無依的老人, 他們喜歡拿著椅子坐在外頭
看我們這戶大樓進出, 沒有人去關心過他們。
我一個人的時候, 是想到妳。即使過了快四年。
過去的朋友, 或是新朋友, 對於這件事, 我不曾提起, 也不敢說
當然, 我再也沒有去過妳家。
因為我看了妳家人的網誌, 充滿了淚水。
開了網誌, 我的電腦就會流出一大片的悔恨、不甘心
平日亂七八糟的事情, 即使再爛、再無理
我已經覺得無所謂了, 一切都他媽的無所謂
要是知道人生的劇本上有這麼一幕, 我想問到底是誰寫的?
我看了百部電影, 一堆小說, 沒有如此爛的劇本。
也許真的有影響, 一堆新朋友覺得我難搞, 整天要死不活
我也不能對他們說:“我死了女友 我他媽的女朋友死了。“
或是只能整天說謊, “女友跟別人跑了“ 或是“沒連絡了。“
之後我辭去工作, 考上女友生前想念的研究所。
我帶著這股無比的怒與遺憾, 畢業後我會把畢業證書放在妳的塔位面前。
然後好好的幫妳過完剩餘的人生
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