[閒聊] 想放棄了(文長)
我不知道是不是自己太玻璃心情緒化?
最近認真的考慮不要生孩子了!
歷經三次試管失敗!
下次又要重新開始打排卵取卵植入打針吃藥塞藥的循環。
藥物的副作用,扎針的痛我都不怕!
也不怕再次面對失敗!
但為什麼想放棄呢?
原因在於我的豬一般隊友!
他,無精,吃過藥後還是只能顯微取精,因此我們只能走試管這條路。
最近這一年多來胖了20多公斤
所有認識他的人見到他的第一句話都是「你老公是不是胖了?」
這到不是問題,但是我在意的是態度
我覺得總是能靠運動,生活習慣,補品,中藥等,讓精子品質佳ㄧ點!
畢竟這次醫生也說了,顯微取精會讓品質打八折!
上次第三次其實是成功,後來品質不好,培胎自行流掉了!
中醫,他不看。
補品(增加數量活動量)他覺得這不是他問題來源,不需要。
運動,他不做就是不做!
(這一年多來我已經講到放棄了,連身邊的朋友長輩一直勸我叫他運動,有次我直接跟我
朋友說,我不想再叫他運動了,等他見到棺材就會掉淚了)
以上都還能接受,最後這點我我無法接受...
生活作習!
一直我們都是晚睡,尤於我都晚上9點才下班,實在很難12點前睡覺!
但為了有健康的身體,說好慢慢調整作習!
最近他竟然玩電動至天亮才睡,隔天早上還是要上班!!
明知我最討厭這種行為,上次已告訴他不要再這樣做!最近又開始了...
我頓時ㄧ肚子火,但也未發飆,只覺得自己好像熱臉貼冷屁股!
我每天泡腳穿襪戒冰戒咖啡
惡露五週了還沒流乾淨..
上次胚胎長太慢,瘋狂喝甘蔗汁果汁吹牛肉,胖了3公斤..心情超差
我真的是很受傷......
有這種豬隊友
我覺得好像也不需要勉強自己
放下和放棄也不是一件壞事!
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