[心得] 我...落榜了
一開始決定考高考,是大一那年的暑假,
到現在,也已經畢業一年了。
從大二下就開始有一堂沒一堂的補習,
還在學校的時候有課業當藉口,
也不能算是全力以赴。
畢業後的一年,才能算是真正的開始吧,
一個人在外地租房子,
補習唸書,
用自己覺得認真的方式準備一年。
然後,仍然是落榜了
去年放榜是必然
今年還是落榜了
頓時失去信心
開始懷疑自己根本不是考試的料
開始恐慌擔心害怕
前後準備考試這麼久了
到明年是不是還是一樣時間不夠作萬全準備
是不是該設停損了?
一直到比我還堅持要我考高考的爸爸對我說,
妳不要考了,找份工作吧
看到我這麼難過爸爸比我還難過
甚至怪自己當初建議我走這條路?
大哭過後,也是要回到現實
聽到爸爸說這句話的時候
我才發現我根本沒有辦法放棄
落榜,就是準備不夠
可以努力的地方
一定超乎我想像的多
其實我本來真的好想放棄了
在洗澡的時候,
在想自己可以去哪裡工作
冷靜過後,
我來到考試版
看了別人考上是多麼努力
看了沒上的人和我的心情和內心的話
竟然都一樣
大家都沒放棄
我怎麼能放棄?
落榜而放棄的人很多
我不想成為其中一個
咬緊牙關,不靠運氣,只有全力以赴
曾經看過一段話:
"自己選的路,就算跪著也要把它走完!"
落榜還打那麼多實在很羞愧
但希望和我一樣繼續努力的人
一起加油吧!
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