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Good morning!
Today I wake up at 5 o'clock in the morning.
Now I am drinking the milk.
I will take a half day off in this afternoon because my psychiatrist has
an appointment with me at 15:00PM.
I need to carry the medicine from the hospital.
My schizophrenia gets stable and it's under control according to
my psychiatrist.
The last name of my psychiatrist is Tsai, but it seems that he has double
last names including Tsai and Lu.
He has diagnosis with me for more than 10 years.
I might be recovered or manbe there is no illness with me?
I am just bothered and disturbed by the strangers bacause it seems that
they know me but I don't know whom they are, what they want, why they do?
Sometimes I feel that I am crazy bacause I will see the facial emotion
from the anchor when she presents the news on TV.
If I wave my hands, they will respond with smiles.
Am I crazy? I guess that I am.
So it disturbs me a lot!
Even strangers that walk on the street will do something to me.
I feel that I am in trouble.
Nevertheless, my doctor said that it's all illusion.
I feel painful bacause I will doubt whom I am and if I am wrong or not?
So you can imagine what kind of pressure that I bear every day.
I don't like those people that are strangers look at me differently.
It's like discimination.
Sigh.
Anyway, today our manager will fly back to Taiwan and get back to office
next Monday.
Hopefully I can pass the probation.
I feel nervous!
I think that Seven is really good at bearing the burden of pressure.
And he's eloquent enough to tackle down all the conflicts.
I like his ability and his occupation.
Besides, he has good looking.
Great!
Would you like to have breakfast since it is a sunny day?
Have a nice weekend!
T.G.I.F.
It's Friday!
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