[Mind] Awful moment
Damned! How I wish I had never fell in love and suffered like this!
Such a stupid girl I am !
Why don't I just leave everything behind and live by myself?
I'm fed up with all kinds of quarrels and fights.
I think I began to disgust love.
"For Christ's sake, stop crying whenever you face this kind of problem !!!"
That's what I always tell myself but I failed again and again.
I bet I have owed too much tears in my last life and now I am going to repay
the people around me.
I want to live peacefully instead of my heart being stirred by someone.
The most painful is that when I think of that person, my nerves get strained
and I was drowned with pangs.
At this moment I really want to curse the God and heaven and the hell...
but I know I shouldn't... damned!!!
I knew that one day I will end up being alone and live carefreely by myself.
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