committed
If you're interested,
You'll do what's convenient.
You'll come up with stories and excuses,
and reasons why you can't,
and you'll use your education as an excuse,
you'll use your stories as an excuse,
you'll use the fact that your father was a cabdriver
and was a gambler and never had any money.
You'll use all of that as your reasons why you can't.
But if you're committed,you will do whatever it takes,
you'll let go of your stories,
you'll let go of your excuses,
you'll let go of all the reasons you currently have
that are formulating your identity yourself,
and you'll learn how to let that go,
and become who you are destined to become.
（John Assaraf ）
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前幾天的老婆小孩沒睡好。
我說：怎麼沒來找我？
也許是我高估了自己的重要性吧。
今天被怪夢攪醒，揪心。
是不是真的哪邊做不好？
或是，另一種關愛？
我是如此期待的，
但鐵管一根好像也沒那個資格。
行事曆有註記，但群組沒更新，
從難過、失落、偽裝、到平靜。
吾所願，無所怨。
「我只是用他(們)的方式相待，卻讓他(們)覺得被冒犯。」
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