2021/1/17
January still, sometimes I wish time goes faster.
It doesn't.
I can't believe my sweet N in law has a third on the way and still keeping the baby thing on the down low.
May me, I never cared for it.
I would still keep it on the down low.
I knew who and where the baby would come from.
No funny stories out there, I will spare you.
When I was younger I tried but with my luck I would get pregnant just before I broke up with someone.
So that didn't last long.
When I got married I didn't want to start trying until we knew each other.
And we know each other, I wouldn't have it any other way.
I am very close to my sister in law and that is one of the main reasons.
But I still wouldn't have it any other way.
See, now I can have babies and still stay at home with them.
That was always my dream.
Well I'm a few months late, but we had a birth!Our cousin had her sweet baby girl on Dec 29th.
And then her hubby and her son are having one next June.
Yay!And they are having one the same way.
I really wanted that to be us, that is my first one was with a Dr.
But things happen, I'm very happy for them.
They have had a long road to have one.
I love my little Kadi and think she is super cute.
This one is just too cute.
I have to say that it has been a while, for the last few weeks I just have not felt like blogging.
I'm in a funk.
I have been avoiding everything I love to do.
I even gave up our super cute baby ticker on the right.
It is there on the page, I just can't read it.
Well I found this.
This is what I do.
This is all I want.
I'm not trying to make it sound like we are having a rough time right now.
I have been having a good time with my family and friends, just that I'm tired.
Everything is a chore.
And it has been for about 4 years now.
And when my husband gets home he just starts fixing something and getting on it.
As soon as he does it, we clean up after him.
I'm tired.
I have been keeping the house clean and laundry done (which drives me nuts), and cooking.
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