審視自我，睽違已久。
我以為情感會隨時間漸漸淡忘，但我沒想到這一個月來仍是多麼的難受。
所以我也刻意切斷我們之間的聯繫，就像過去我斷絕每個人的來往一般。
我知道被背叛和被離開的感覺，所以我選擇主動斷絕與人的往來。
每一次的斷絕都使我難過麻痺然後忘記，我本以為這次也是如此，但我現在還做不到...
我會更努力對每個離開的人都視而不見，對妳我也會加倍努力。
I'll trying do somethings to forgot you and what we did. We stay together or tal
And in that period what happenings happened I stay with you and supported you on
But I got goddamn fail, l knew when I started. You have boyfriend and you told m
I sank in my illusions and cannot control myself like an idiot, a moron, a piece shit.
I picturing too much it couldn't happened with you and me. And now I must to real real real to on it.
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※ 編輯: LeoYuri (111.243.205.67 臺灣), 09/22/2020 00:37:58
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