19.10.23
Feeling gloomy this week...perhaps it's PMS fault.
Mom is still unemployed...
I just remitted double amount of family expenses to her;
hoping that she can sleep well & eat well.
Need to cut my living expenses instead lol.
Still busy working and dealing with tons of shitty things that happened around m
e.
I never consider myself an innocent lady.
Everyone sort of pretends what he wants to be in public, and,
how do you know I am the exception?
I am willing to do anything just to keep away from loneliness & bloody nightmare
s at night.....at any cost.
:)
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I am a mixed cocktail of one part left alone and two parts tragedy,
living like the uphills were mountains and downhills were cliffs
with four-fifths suicidals and a tidal wave of anti-depressants.
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