If I Die Young
看著歌詞細想,自己假裝不在意的生與死。
莫名其妙失眠的晚上,幻想是不是也有誰跟我一樣,在一個平凡的夜裡無眠確偷
偷打探著世界上另一個被思緒淹浸的靈魂?
是不是有誰也常在人群中猛然佇足,轉身尋找自己踏過的痕跡?哪怕只是一些細
碎的塵土?夢想不曾灰飛煙滅,只是,在人,在期待,在一次又一次的妥協中,脆弱了,
離散了,灰淡了。你攜著你的夢走入人群,因為不熟悉而碰撞。翻滾其中,夢散了,找不
到了,即使你用盡一生細尋,也拼不回夢,拼不回你原所期望的樣貌。已經走過太遠太遠
。
我思念一塊土地,像思念故鄉。可是我沒有真正到過那裡,我也沒有真正做過遊
子,我不過剛開始在社會裡遊走。我以為我特別,因為我有夢,直到發現大家都有著自己
的夢。我告訴自己,我特別,因為他們的夢只活在心裡,摸不著看不到,我不一樣,我的
夢會被我的努力實現。直到發現,有些事情好像再怎麼努力,也是難以達成。我說服自己
,我會用時間彌補,讓夢想可以成真。但如今,我一次次在深夜裡痛哭,為著自身的無能
與軟弱。
我還相信我特別,相信我不會放棄。
I've never known the loving of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand
A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I've been singing
Funny, when you're dead how people start listen'n
The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them,
The sharp knife of a short life oh
Well, I've had just enough time
So put on your best boys
And I'll wear my pearls
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