[喜歡] 如果可以,我想為了什麼拔足狂奔
冬天大半夜的,房間又沒窗戶實在是悶的可怕。
決定要考國家考試已經過了半年,在這悶透了的思想改造的環境裡,
一直告訴自己,總有些什麼自己可以做的。
把音樂放的很大聲也掩蓋不了心理的壓力和不踏實,
克里希那穆提說,「恐懼來自我們不想面對真正的自己。」
可最可怕的是,想勇敢面對卻不知該怎麼做才好。
覺得自己真的很像壞掉了。
但面對人的時候,還是不自覺的假裝一切都沒事,
大學畢業之後,真的感覺世界都變了。
自己目前還不用面對求職的壓力和職場的現實已經很幸運,
只是,我已經找不到當初那個自己。
http://www.wretch.cc/album/show.php?i=labenda&b=3&f=1550952814&p=32
謝謝張懸,聽妳的歌能感覺的到勇氣。
答應妳的,雖然茫然可是我有很努力。
我想我真的太悶才會跑來這裡撒野 = =
再11天就要考試了,很不要臉的希望大家可以替我加油!! 幫我集個氣吧 :)
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