[心情] Thanksgiving
So, before talking about the very first thanksgiving I just had
with Androol's family
I wanna say that, yes, after trying and trying to stay in the States
eventually, I have to go back to Taiwan
It was hard for me knowing that I failed to stay
I came here with my bachlor's degree
just for a one year experience in the States studying music in a community
college
at first I was kinda naive that I thought since I'll be in the States
I might as well have a chance to look for jobs
of course I didn't know anything about H1 and didn't know that opt exists
I was gonna just get a one-year certificate in music
then someone told me if i could get an associate I could get opt
too bad it was already my last term
I couldn't take more classes and stay more terms due to some
personal reasons
so i transferred some credits from Taiwan
then my school said,
ok now u only need to pass a math test and WR 121 test to get an associate
I passed math but failed WR
Now that I do have to go home
But what about us?
We don't know
Androol invited me to his parents' for thanksgiving
It was really nice
we had a good time
and his parents kept saying that they hope they could find a way for me to stay
I def wanna be with Androol
but on the other hand,
it's been more than a year since I left Taiwan
I miss my family
it's even harder after I met his family
I donno if I would be able to take this burden of long distance
relationship
I can't even imagine
he's still in college, though 26
he's also worried about his own future that
none of us could hardly give promises
though he prmised me to visit next summer
He was talking to his mom that he knows a girl from school
who's aunt works in Taiwan that she might be able to get me a job
after I go back
then his mom was like
"I thought u were gonna say that u are gonna try to go to taiwan
and look for a job..."
Well, seems like his mom wouldn't want him to leave
also, of course i talked to him about that possibility already
his answer was, "not likely"
afterall we all kinda want to stay at our own country
Thanksgiving was nice
His parents treats me as if I'm their own daughter
when we were about to head back to Portland
Androol's dad said
"both of you will be fine
although it's a hard time for both of you
it will work out"
I donno
I really don't
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