[請益] 一直只是(迷)信怎麼辦
大家好
我從小就跟著大人拜拜
後來長大挫折頗多
無意間讀了佛教的書
被苦集滅道說服
就皈依了佛教
但我好像一直只有(迷)信
所謂的解跟行
一直無法開始
我的生活從一開始的徬徨迷惑...到現在已是自暴自棄
我對甚麼都沒興趣嚕
其實最想死了一了百了
但又很怕死後還是要一直來一直還
欸
我這兩天在想
我一直拜佛求神
但如果我自己不幫我自己
祂們也使不上力
我才知道甚麼叫剛強的眾生
我就是
魔...其實很可能就是自己
假如能戰勝自己的心魔
佛菩薩跟眾神就真正與我同在了嗎???
但真的很無力
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