[心情] 情人節知道喜歡的人脫魯消失
我從來沒想到一聲"嗯"的殺傷力可以這麼大
從昨天知道妳脫魯之後整個人就狀態很雜很差
尤其看到妳一次把Instagram的資料全部補齊之後,我真的開始不知所措
短短一天內的衝擊和快速的改變,真的是第一次可以感受到什麼叫做想自殺
反正整個凌晨,我只知道哪些所謂的害怕,不知所措,心悸,哽咽,輕生 等感覺,是多麼的真實發生在自己身上
現在稍微緩和一點了但心情還是很亂
因為還沒有聊過,所以也不知道該怎麼面對
或許是一種不甘心和過度自以為吧,總覺得這麼快突然冒出一個另一半讓我很難接受
有一種殺出程咬金的不舒服感
還有就是自己太自認為付出很多吧,或許真的不要對人太好不然真的受傷的是自己
結論就是覺得我對妳這麼好一起經歷過這麼多事,結果卻被一個完全沒被妳提起過的人這樣把你搶走,的那種心碎感吧
不管是男是女
原本過年後有約,想說慢慢對妳釋出喜歡你的信號,不想太快的原因是因為不想讓一切成為第二個連朋友都做不成的人,結果見面前就這樣被攔胡,打亂所有計畫
更讓我深刻覺得我們之間的關係認知可能很不一樣,也讓我知道我會變成這樣凌晨崩潰真的是自己的問題很大
不知道,因為還沒聊過嘛
只希望真心聊過之後,這篇可以被我丟進垃圾箱
但是現在凌晨6點,我只知道我心悸嚴重而且想吐 囧
我不知道妳會不會看到,因為感覺現在妳也很少開PTT
但是隨便吧,反正語無倫次的發瘋看看就好
畢竟問題還是出在我自己,和妳 也沒什麼關係吧?
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謝謝大家的回覆,不管推噓
就像我文章說的,說不定我們並沒有我想像的這麼熟悉
真的就是我自己想不開
特別謝謝噓醒我的鄉民們,我現在清醒多了
※ 編輯: rivernee12 (223.141.5.166), 02/15/2018 11:22:52
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