[心情] 八年,還是過不去...
第一次遇見妳,
是抽籤,
立馬上無名偷看,
想說老天給了我這麼一個機會,
抽了一個正妹,
在那傳簡訊的年代,
傳給妳的每一封,
都期待著妳的回應,
第一次約妳,
看海角七號,我永遠記得,
其實我早就看過,
但我知道妳想看,
一次一次的載妳回家,離妳家遇來遇近,
從兩個街口一個街口同一條巷子到妳家門口,
最後可以住妳家,
原來我是這麼過來的,現在要歸零了…
我在巷口爛爛的告白,
第一次牽妳是在校門口,第一次親妳是在淡水,
第一次生妳氣因為妳不接電話…
吵架我們總是不隔夜吵,
我以為我們是人人眼中的模範情侶…
我太自信太自滿…
妳伴我走過大學,當兵,工作,出國唸書,工作,
我們都走過來了…
我心中早有妳的位置,
最後一關,竟然過不了,
妳說妳無法嫁給我…
我偷偷準備妳的戒子,妳的風衣,
我每天省吃檢用,吃麥片,吃7-11…
希望能帶妳多吃點好吃的,
妳說要一起去玩,
我開始看沖繩的機票,
我期待的夏天到來…
我以為妳可以接受這樣的我…
我大一被21, 跟妳在一起後,我都all pass,
我英文爛到極點,因為妳,我現在可以出國…
我因妳而進步,因妳而前進,
現在我沒能源了…
我以為我們這輩子都可以這樣溝通下去,
我常常跟別人說糟糠之妻不可棄,
因為我是因妳而成長的,
但原來我才是被棄的…
很多人說,新鮮感,感覺,最後還是會消失的,
但我沒有把握機會與妳走去個階段,
妳知道嗎,我找房子都找有電視的,因為我知道妳愛看電視,
沒有的,我都pass,
有時就喜歡跟妳看看電視,吃吃零嘴…
我發現妳重心放向朋友,
手機不給我看,
密碼改了,
開始準備放下我,
那週就是有感覺,
我猜到了,但我承受不住…
邊上班邊掉淚真的很傻,
原來我的心都放妳那了,
我拿不回來,
8年,
只想說謝謝妳…
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