莫名的煩悶、寂寞,在凌晨一點這個尷尬的時間,出門、牽了一輛Ubike。
一點半的復興南路、零星的路人;兩點半的台北車站、搭夜車的旅人。
連假的深夜,台北市的街頭顯露出和平常不一樣的沉靜、深邃。
幽暗使我寂寞得痛哭失聲,在這個夜晚、在這個城市的街道,沿途灑淚。
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妳說,沒有人會愛妳這樣子的人。
所以我說,那麼讓我來愛妳。
妳又說,我有男朋友了,這樣子會讓妳覺得對我男朋友很不公平。
我說不出話來。因為氣憤,氣憤妳對自己的否定、對心的封閉。
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朋友都說我是帶著雨的人,每次出門一定會下雨。
到底是命運使我駐足在妳的周遭,抑或是我的心情牽動著這凌晨三點的雨。
騎著腳踏車,在台北市漫無目的的遊蕩了三個小時,從辛亥路到重慶北,
卻在妳家附近被突如其來的大雨困住。
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我們如此相像,關心妳其實就是關心我自己。
人的一生,總會遇到各式各樣的困難。有些人運氣好跨過去了,就像我。
有些人運氣不好,跨不過去,這不是妳的錯。
這也並不代表妳很沒用、沒有存在價值。
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其實,我並不是愛妳。
只是希望,妳能夠敞開妳的心,讓人愛妳、也體驗愛人的感覺。
哪怕妳對自己沒有自信、覺得自己永遠只會抱怨,
至少,妳還有我、還有我們會關懷妳,希望妳也能像我一樣走出來。
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