[分享] 【我只能當他死了】
那個一起走過八年的人死了。
那個大學會載著我夜衝,後座位子只屬於我,早上總是愛拉著我一起賴床,堅持考試不作弊的人,死了。
那個別人說他木訥,但我知道他不但幽默又愛開玩笑,談起政治更有他自己見解的人,死了。
那個令我動心,認真計畫打拼,對自己的店充滿規劃,滿懷夢想的人,死了。
那個我們一起忙碌的夜晚,會抱著我在我耳邊說謝謝的人,死了。
當我發現他跟店裡工讀生曖昧不清的時候,在我原諒他但他卻瞞著我繼續跟對方聯絡的時候,在別人警告我他跟人妻傳曖昧簡訊的時候,在他跟我說,反正你過年不在店裡,你看不到她,她來上班又沒關係的時候,死了。
我只能這麼說服自己,他死了,痛楚才能減輕一點,才能放任自己懷念我們曾有過的一切,畢竟不是出軌,不是背叛,不是他不愛了,是他死了,所以我放不下,我沒辦法瀟灑轉身離去,我懷念不為過吧?
那是我愛了那麼久的人,那麼喜歡的人啊,但是不能在一起了,因為
他死了,不行挽回,不能原諒,回不來了。
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