[求助] 等ㄧ個人原諒~消失
等ㄧ個人原諒~
其實前ㄧ次發生誤會時就有想過上網求助,或許當時真的求助的話,我就不會繼續這麼白
目了
剛才九點多洗完澡出來,看到女朋友傳了訊息過來,要我不要再聯絡她,她也不會再聯絡
我,一看完我就立刻跟家人扯了個理由開車(路程約一小時)前往她家了,由於她有警告
我不要打擾到她的家人,所以我今晚應該就在待在車上,邊難過,邊反省,邊向鄉民求助
我們都是彼此的初戀,上個月剛ㄧ起渡過十三年的紀念日,因為我們的交友圈非常單純,
而這些年最令我感到驕傲的就是她的心裏永遠只存在著我,而我對她的心意自己是再明白
不過的,所以並沒有變了心或是沒感覺了的問題
我跟她因為相隔兩地,見面的時間都只剩假日,平日因為實驗室作息的緣故,連跟家人相
處的時間都不多,而假日又因爲我有時候會有一些活動(球類競賽,朋友聚餐,家庭聚會
)而不能陪她。
只是我都會很白目,跟她說要參與這些活動所以不能陪她,然後跟她說如果希望我陪她的
話,要跟我說喔!不要都說不陪妳!(我嘴巴真的很壞,但是我又何嘗不希望自己能夠陪
妳呢!)
上上週我們一起開心的出去玩了兩天,然而上週因為球類競賽而無法去陪她,昨天跟她在
商量相約見面的時間,因為我覺得很久沒跟家人相處了(嘴巴又開始賤了起來),最後鬧
得她有點不開心,今天待在家裏,心真的是想陪她的,只是覺得假日真的太久沒待家裏了
,於是想傳訊息關心她,但是反被認為是假心假意,說沒那個心陪她就別再傳這些了,暫
時別聯絡吧!
其實產生誤會的點還很多,甚至可能還有很多是我所不知道的。但是我想向大家求助的是
,我要如何讓她瞭解到我對她的關心呢?這十三年我除了嘴巴更賤了點,對她的心意是從
來都沒有改變的。但是自從經歷過上次的事件之後,讓我感覺到十幾年的感情有時候怎麼
會像不到ㄧ個月的感情那樣般脆弱。我真的好想讓妳知道,妳對我有多麼重要!
我愛妳,且絕對不虛情假意!倘若有半句謊言,必遭天譴!
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