[分享] 等待終究還是會改變什麼的
「有些事,一開始就已經注定好了,一萬年也不會改變。」
還記得我曾經把九把刀這句話奉為圭臬,總是消極的認為會愛上就是會愛上,不
會愛上的等再久也沒用
直到,遇見了她
從相識到單戀,從單戀到告白,從告白到打槍,從打槍到再被打槍,從再被打槍到
又被打槍 (無限循環中...)
每當看她為其他男生在苦惱,看到她又開始一段新的感情,心中總會酸酸的,也不斷
催眠自己趕快放棄去尋找下一個目標,別再繼續折磨自己了
但FB上面有一句話說的真的很好...
「有沒有那麼一個人,你無數次說要放棄,卻總是捨不得。」
幹我就真的捨不得啊!!!!!每次狠下心來告訴自己要放棄了,結果沒幾天又孬回去...
漸漸的,開始覺得只要陪著她,就好
不敢再奢求太多了
陪她哭,陪她笑
陪她生氣,陪她傷心
印象最深刻的,是有一次她腸胃炎發作什麼東西都吃不下也不肯吃,結果當天我直接腦
充血從桃園飆到彰化去送了一堆據說有益腸胃的東西給她XD
只是想默默的陪著她,就這樣而已
但,不知道從什麼時候開始,她每次開RC上來就一定會跑來我在的群找我聊天,有什麼
特別的事都會拍照LINE給我分享
晚上也要我哄才肯去睡,也開始跟我撒嬌,甚至在我跟她抱怨耳環弄丟得重買的時候
要我去買一對的,然後一人一隻。
套句鄉民們常說的話,都做球給你了,再不衝就不是男人了...
幹我會怕啊!!!!萬一又是我自做多情該怎麼辦!!!!!!!!!!!
「儘管拒絕我沒關係,每次被妳拒絕後都能了解自己哪裡不足,哪裡還不夠好,每次的
拒絕,都能讓我往妳心中的完美情人更近一步。」
還記得,我曾經這麼對她說過
而今天,就在今天....
她FB發了一個很長很長的動態,說著對我的感覺,以及她的感受。
呃...內容不多說了,如果是打槍的話這篇文現在應該改發黑特版...
總之讓我看完後笑了半小時。
笑著笑著,就哭了...
吶,這麼久了,終於肯給我個回應了...
很高興,也很榮幸,能夠陪在妳身邊。
未來的路,還要請妳多多指教了...
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