[心情] 明明是雞肋,怎麼還是會痛
我們認識三個月
常常一起出去玩,做情侶會做的事
但始終沒有男女朋友之名
他似乎沒這想法,我也裝做不在乎
他不是我的菜
但我卻會在乎他
我不知道我有沒有喜歡他,也一直在問自己
有時候好像有了,有時候卻又沒了,
甚至有時候出去玩也會產生無聊的感覺
但有時候卻又糾結的不得了
這中間也有難過想要離開的念頭
但都沒有成功,有我自己軟弱,有他主動來聯繫了
但我覺得他最近態度越來越不好
我生氣,他道歉說以後不會
結果隔天又為了一件事,我說以後不要聯絡了
他說說出不要聯絡這句話,緣份就真的盡了
隔天我道歉
他沒回
這次讓我迷惘
為何會這樣反反覆覆?
我對他,到底是怎樣的感覺?
如果拿某位我很愛的前男友來做比較,他真的差得很遠
我也有想過,若他要求我當他女朋友,我會答應嗎?我好像......
答案未必是肯定的。
可是
明明是雞肋
為什麼還會這樣在乎,這樣惆悵呢
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