[閒聊] 超失敗的被調教經驗
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第一次PO文超緊張如果廢話太多也請見諒QWQ
忘記從什麼時候開始知道自己性癖(?)跟別人不太一樣,
那時候還不知道BDSM只以為自己是變態
(還因此糾結超久XD)
後來有點知道自己是M,
但是沒有很懂這個領域,
只知道自己喜歡服從、想被調教、某程度的暴力跟命令方式,捆綁什麼的也想嘗試
但也想要可以偶爾撒嬌跟被稱讚摸頭,
大概是想當寵物那樣
不過一直不敢找主人,怕被打槍XD
以前交往過的男友也沒這方面的傾向
然後某次跟認識很久的網友聊到這話題,
他突然說想試試試調教我,
我說我其實都不太懂,他還特紳士的說沒關係可以慢慢教慢慢磨合
考慮很久才決定碰面,一直覺得很緊張,
而且沒單獨跟不認識的人出去過,還是如此害羞的理由
當天我特地設鬧鐘想說如果苗頭不對就假裝是電話快閃XD
事後證明我的靈光一現太重要了…
(對不起現在才要講重點)
碰面之後他給我一份超~長的問卷,
內容大概就是這些選項能否接受/如果是主人要求是否願意嘗試之類的
其中一項是掌摑,
因為以前有過不好的童年經歷所以我特別跟他說巴掌我真的不行,沒辦法克服這樣
他就繼續很紳士說okok沒問題,
然後立刻帶我開房,
我依舊超緊張但有點小小的期待,
結果進房關門之後!
他!就!打!我!巴!掌!
而且還是屌打!!!!屌!打!
我瞬間整個冰冷掉…內心的黑暗都出來了
剛好鬧鐘響了我就假裝是急電逃出去,
然後立刻封鎖他
…就這樣結束我人生第一次的差點被調教經驗
感覺超不被尊重的啦QAQ
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